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was; e into contact with those boys。 She would be Standard

Five teacher; as far away personally from her class as if she

had never set foot in St。 Philip's school。 She would just

obliterate them all; and keep herself apart; take them as

scholars only。

So her face grew more and more shut; and over her flayed;

exposed soul of a young girl who had gone open and warm to give

herself to the children; there set a hard; insentient thing;

that worked mechanically according to a system imposed。

It seemed she scarcely saw her class the next day。 She could

only feel her will; and what she would have of this class which

she must grasp into subjection。 It was no good; any more; to

appeal; to play upon the better feelings of the class。 Her

swift…working soul realized this。

She; as teacher; must bring them all as scholars; into

subjection。 And this she was going to do。 All else she would

forsake。 She had bee hard and impersonal; almost avengeful on

herself as well as on them; since the stone throwing。 She did

not want to be a person; to be herself any more; after such

humiliation。 She would assert herself for mastery; be only

teacher。 She was set now。 She was going to fight and subdue。

She knew by now her enemies in the class。 The one she hated

most was Williams。 He was a sort of defective; not bad enough to

be so classed。 He co

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