d gradually he came back
to her; another man。 She was soft and winning and caressing。 She
was his servant; his adoring slave。 And she restored the whole
shell of him。 She restored the whole form and figure of him。 But
the core was gone。 His pride was bolstered up; his blood ran
once more in pride。 But there was no core to him: as a distinct
male he had no core。 His triumphant; flaming; overweening heart
of the intrinsic male would never beat again。 He would be
subject now; reciprocal; never the indomitable thing with a core
of overweening; unabateable fire。 She had abated that fire; she
had broken him。
But she caressed him。 She would not have him remember what
had been。 She would not remember herself。
〃Kiss me; Anton; kiss me;〃 she pleaded。
He kissed her; but she knew he could not touch her。 His arms
were round her; but they had not got her。 She could feel his
mouth upon her; but she was not at all pelled by it。
〃Kiss me;〃 she whispered; in acute distress; 〃kiss me。〃
And he kissed her as she bade him; but his heart was hollow。
She took his kisses; outwardly。 But her soul was empty and
finished。
Looking away; she saw the delicate glint of oats dangling
from the side of the stack; in the moonlight; something proud
and royal; and quite impersonal。 She had been proud with them;
where they were; she had been also。 B